Find The Way

Why do you with your small hands,
try to carry all the wounds?
It's not just for someone,
don't lose sight of it.

Why is it that I, while wandering,
cannot escape,
wishing for a guiding light,
light, light.

Find the way,
In the shimmering light,
though the hand can't reach,
rely on the echoing love.

At the end of the path,
you will find the light.
You'll find the way.

You said, you saw the dream you wished,
that it was a very sad dream.
Even then it had appeared,
not the least bit cloudy.

I said, it is okay to cry,
I will always stay by your side.
To hold on to the fact that we want the
hand, hand.

Find the way,
Even if there is no word,
Even if there is no feather which flies,
It blows, undefeated by the wind.

Now, it is time for someone
to become aware of the light.
In answering, there is no certainty for everything.
Do not let the impatience affect you too.

Find the way,
In the shimmering sky,
though the hand can't reach,
rely on the echoing love.

At the end of the path,
you will find the light.
You'll find the way.

No matter what struggles you may face. If you remain positive, you will find the way. There's always someone you can turn to. The same goes for everyone out there who feels like they're alone.

You said it yourself, bloo. I'm here when you need me. Now practice what you preach!!~ ^_^
Chin up, and get your smile on :)

Q, out.

Fear the Uncertain

In this world we face many uncertainties. But perhaps the greatest uncertainty of all is the human heart. And no, I'm not talking about the physical heart.

How do you tell someone how you feel? For some, it is an easy thing to do. For others, it is the most difficult thing in the world. However, even for those that are comfortable sharing their deepest affections, there are situations that even they hesitate.

What is this uncertainty? It is the unpredictable reactions born from the expression of one's feelings to another. Of course, this is not always uncertain. Uncertainty plays a part when you are treading unknown territories, when you are beginning to explore unfamiliar relationships.

Uncertainty gives birth to fear. If we were certain of another's reactions, then I suppose we will never be afraid to tell them how we feel. But no, lest you are psychic or a mind reader, you never will know until the act is done. Fear can deter even the most steadfast of hearts. If you are afraid of how they will react, feelings would never be expressed.

We can never stay silent, no matter how we try, no matter how hard we want to. It will come back and haunt you, unanswered questions of what if-s and maybe-s. I suppose it is a good thing to express the heart, be it in a direct approach, or beating around the bush.

We have to face the uncertain. We will be better for it. If not, then at least we have what they call "closure".

Public Place Woes

Public places. They're great! You don't have to pay anything to enjoy a public place, except for the entry fee (if there are any). A public place is the perfect place to hang out when you're broke, or if you don't want your friends trashing your house. However, sometimes the experience is ruined. How? Vandals.

Contrary to psychologists belief, no one really knows why vandals do what they do. Maybe its the cry for attention, or just some devilish nature, maybe itchy hands. Vandalism takes many forms. Many of us good citizens will be familiar with the work of a vandal. Graffiti on the walls, gum everywhere, broken stuff, excrement on the benches or any other place anyone would place a body part.

The public place is ruined because of vandalism. The public place becomes unsafe, unhygienic, and simply just plain unenjoyable. And there is nothing we can do to stop it. Catch one vandal, two are born.

Damn vandals!

Next year is a better Year?

Gone are the days of 2006. Come hither 2007.

We all know 2006 was pretty shit. With all the depression floating around some people (you know who you are, name starts with M, rhymes with marble), a death, and other pretty shitty things happening all over the place.

I've just got back from Melbourne tonight. I should be tired and sleeping you say? Fuck you, I'm fucking jet lagged and still on Aussie time. 2 hours behind NZ time by the way (for you chronologically challenged idiots). After spending some time in Melbourne, I only have this to say: I'm glad I'm here in NZ and not there, baking in the bloody heat. Whats more, in my honest opinion, 40% of Melbourne is a shit hole. We all say Canterbury scenery is just loads of green. Victoria is exactly the same, but brown.

Melbourne has one thing going for it though. You can find anything there. Literally! DVDs, VCD, video cassettes, CDs, anime, computer games, playstation games, Xbox games, Nintendo games...both the original and pirated kind, Chinese food, Malaysian food, Western food, Vietnamese food, Indian food etc etc the list just keeps fucking growing. To sum Melbourne up, its Christchurch at twice the temperature, with a China town or two.

And now 2006 in review. Final year of Varsity study, Michael Schumacher retires, Miss M is still depressed, friend passes away, finally graduated from UC, Christmas sucked, Sadam dies, New years sucked. There you have it. Fine thats not everything. I'm lazy to describe the year in full, so fucking sue me.

Some say 2007 will be a better year. We shall see. We shall see indeed.